John 21:20-25
Find a place and time free of distractions for the next 7-10 minutes. Sit comfortably and breathe deeply for a few seconds before you begin. If you haven’t read the Introduction to John’s Gospel, read it here.
Before you read today’s passage, look back over John 21:1-19 and recall Peter’s actions and his conversation with Jesus. Then read John 21:20-25.
Even after Jesus’ extravagant grace, Peter is still falling into the comparison trap. Jesus’ words about how Peter will die are obviously disturbing to him, so he looks around to make sure that no one else will get off easier. But Jesus simply pulls Peter back to focus on his own calling: “Follow me.” Peter’s destiny is Peter’s alone.
Although we clarify and hone our callings and giftings in community, Jesus’ call on our lives is ultimately an individual calling. Comparison is dicey business and left unchecked can lead us to pride or envy and bitterness.
Do you ever wish for spiritual gifts or abilities that you see in others? Have you ever felt envy over how Jesus is accomplishing his work through someone else? Talk with Jesus about this being as brutally honest with yourself and with him as you can.
Now imagine again that Jesus is speaking the words he said to Peter directly to you: “…what is that to you? Follow me.”
Read John 21:20-25 again focusing especially on the last two verses.
John’s Gospel is the story of Jesus’ life, ministry, death and resurrection from John’s first-hand perspective. John’s Gospel was the last to be written some 40-60 years after Jesus’ resurrection and it highlights seven of Jesus’ miracles and his seven statements about his divine identity. John doesn’t claim to have written an exhaustive account of Jesus’ words and actions, rather John includes what he hopes will lead his reader to life-giving faith in the one John knows to be the Word - who was always with God and who is God.
As you end this journey through John’s Gospel, get quiet and let your mind wander through the story John told. When something comes to mind, make a note of it and then return to an open, listening posture.
After a few moments, look back over what you have noted and talk to Jesus about anything you are thinking or feeling.
What do you believe Jesus most wants you to remember from John’s Gospel?
Is there any action that Jesus seems to be inviting you to take based on your memories of John’s Gospel?
End your time today with an extended conversation with Jesus. Tell him how you intend to follow him and listen for anything he wants to tell you in response. End your time thanking Jesus for all he has given you in John’s Gospel.
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